appease:

holy fucking fuck. i have such good friends. i am so lucky.

in case i forget how things went and how lucky i am, this is to remind me of what i’ve got!

on my 21st birthday, kathryn surprised me with a cake while her family sang happy birthday to me. it was so sweet! given everything that happened the night before (thanks to jason) i really didnt expect it at all because it didnt feel like it was my birthday anymore. it was like i had a family again - “it’s not a birthday without a cake.” along with the cake she got me a birthday tiara and a plastic shot-glass necklace thing.

gina even got me balloons!!!!

all these things put together reminded me of what day it was.

and aside from just birthday presents including the free drinks that night, jonas is treating me out to a swedish massage + lunch at my favorite soul-food place in town??? wtf?!

spoiled.

i’m so grateful i dont care enough to correct my grammar in this blog. whoooopp

i’m also so glad that dan actually came out of hiding. LOL