In spite of everything, I am going to make something of myself one day.
I woke up this morning remembering that there are positive sides to everything. I realized that I have to let you go, that I can’t necessarily wait until your birthday to date anyone else. I realized that I can’t be with you - that wanting to be with you when you don’t feel the same is futile. Breaking up only means that we’ll be spending time away from each other before I go, but I’m sure you already realized that.
I am worth so much more than this. By the end of this summer I’ll finally be in LA and there will always be chances to meet new people. Actually, I don’t even have to wait until I go to LA to meet new people. Summer = endless possibilities.
Life will continue - with or without you and maybe we just weren’t meant to be.
This is what I sound like when I’m in denile. I constantly have to keep reminding myself.
